vegan vs. very disturbed…

Interesting yet biased article about how vaganism provides anorexic girls with stability, but also tools to hide the true nature of their eating disorder. It’s in German, sorry everyone who doesn’t understand.

I sometimes wonder if I’m in this cycle of worrying about what I eat too much – and then not going through with it.

http://no-racism.net/article/2975

ovomu

I started a new project for those of you living in the area who are interested in watching movies in their original language (OV), with subtitles (OmU) if applicable:

http://ovomu.wordpress.com

Enjoy!

fits…

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i love Australia, India and Tonga

http://de.youtube.com/watch?v=zlfKdbWwruY

and you?

brick walls are there for you to show how badly you want it.

Randy Pausch gave an inspiring “last lecture“.
Very funny, too.
I’m not putting it in here, because it’s over an hour long, but VERY worth watching!

This was, when doctors gave him 5 to 6 more months.
Eight months later, he … well, watch til the end:
So. No whining, just work harder?

Okay, so I’m not gonna whine about separation, moving, moving again, almost failing courses and then being too fucking stupid to include one of THE most basic questions of socio-demographic data AND for my survey.

I’ll just… Well. That’s the thing. I don’t know what to do now.

movies do that.

You come out and you feel exhilarated by the music.

You feel like, maybe, you can fly, too.
You can be strong and courageous and take blame and still stand strong.

And yes, I saw “The Dark Knight”

I thought it was actually pretty good and I liked Maggie Gyllenhall. I like her voice.

I wish the whole feeling-good afterwards would last longer.

yum

Bumped into 2 friends in town today, just having coffee, so I sat with them and had the most delicious… thing ever.
I think, they called it strawberry-casserole and it’s basically heated up strawberries in a sweet cream sauce with a crepes on top, coated in caramelized brown sugar. YUM!

learn to love the fool in me

Just when I had another moment of self-hatred coming up, because I talk too much, think too much, want too much, never seem to fit in, I came across a fitting quote on my new favourite band’s website:

“I must learn to love the fool in me – the one who feels too much, talks too much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and loses often, lacks self-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laught and cries.
It alone protects me against that utterly self-controlled masterful tyrant whom I also harbor and who would rob me of human aliveness, humility, and dignity but for my fool.” – Theodore Isaac Rubin

liked this

guy writing about pretty cool inventions.

otep

I don’t judge [people] based on their lives, and I don’t care if they like mine or not, I’m not here for that. We are born alone and we die alone, what’s in between is mine.

[Interview]
[myspace]

Maybe I should explore more. My sexuality (and i do stil l say liking women on a physical level doesn’t make me bisexual) and my music.