I’d be lying if I said I was completely unscathed…

I could probably get by my whole life only quoting Alanis for verbal communication.

I didn’t cry for almost 4 days in a row, I think.
Had some very long talks on the phone in the middle of the night, with a smoker of all men. We met on Friday and it was interesting to say the least. I kissed him goodbye in the morning but wasnt so sure what to make of it and I think we’re officially killing it just by talking.

Am I ready to date? Or just for One Night Stands? Am I ready for anything?
Just some sad music and here I go crying again.

I didn’t sleep a whole lot the last few days of the week, due to phone conversations and more. Went to record one last song with Admirabilis on Saturday. My voice sucked a lot because I was so tired, but it went okayish.

Had some stuff at my parents and my grandmother was there, so after contemplating it for quite a bit, I decided to drop by and visit and avoid talking to my mother as best as I could. I was there for barely an hour and both my parents were crying when I left. Great job.

The best part is that my mother will, of course, think that I’m again simply being stubborn and that I probably only came by to have a chance at ignoring her…

I HATE this. What does she have to lose except her pride when we go see a therapist or mediator? What kind of mother chooses her pride over talking to her child?

i hate myspace

just so you know.

myspace is a viscous little bitch and I feel very strongly about that.

more bits and pieces…

My Neck Hurts!
seriously…
you’d think that after the CD-Release-Party last weekend I’d be in training, but no, it seriously hurts after the second gig, yesterday, too…
Just too much headbanging going on
The gigs went okay.
it was a much needed opportunity to vent, on the one hand, and we played better than we ourselves, given the little practice, expected, but there weren’t quite as many people as we’d have liked… However, the songs are good – we like them, anyway.
Need to do way more promoting. Anyone up to organize a street-team?

Tomorrow we’re going to a brunch to celebrate my granny’s 80th and my aunt’s 60th birthday… My boyfriend’s at a friend’s birthdayparty tonite and we’ll only meet up there in the morning. Should make for another scary night

 

About the header

finally !

done with the myspace… well.. with telling the existing friends that the album is out and inviting them to our blog. roughly 2700.

Now for 23 pages of friend requests……………

I’ve never officially resigned from a job…

But today I’m going to do so. However, I’ll keep working there *lol*
I have three contracts with the University Councelling- and support center and I’m only calling off one so I can take up the Job in the psychology-department. But it’s exciting enough to me

Also, I’ve never done taxes before cause I always earned very little but this year I’ll have to just for November and December. Haha, I’ll be RICH

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