One of us, at least, has to be happy, so the break up was worth something. I mean, we probably could have been semi-happy for a long time, so something better has to come.

The doctor actually put me on prescription meds again. I asked him to and then I couldn’t bring myself to take it.

Finally, on Thursday, I took 10mg and it felt so weird. I was so awake, but couldn’t concentrate, I was so giddyand irritated… So I didn’t take it on Friday and I had a weird headache all day long. A friend of mine celebrated his birthday with a barbecue and I made strawberry cake (which I should do more often), and we had caipirinhas later, and I couldn’t even drink. A friend took me home early and I slumped right into bed. So, here I am, no pill today, either, no concentration, no giddiness, just plan slacking around.
I promise I’ll start the meds tomorrow…

I need to get better.